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28 April 2009 @ 11:03 am
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Current Location: The place I hate
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Jayne laughing at my retardedness
04 October 2008 @ 09:17 am
Okay, so I was bored and I IMed him... Seriously pissed me off when Jenna came on and IMed me, like, 2 minutes later. Yeahhhh..... Here follows a convo that's... just... *shrugs* well you read it and get your own opinion, and then I'll tell you something really funny, k?

Sam (10/3/2008 5:28:36 PM): Hey
Miles (10/3/2008 5:28:42 PM): Hey ^.^
Sam (10/3/2008 5:28:55 PM): Long time no chat.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:29:04 PM): Yes, it appears to be so.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:29:32 PM): Yes, unfortunately.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:29:53 PM): How have you been?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:30:04 PM): Been pretty goods.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:31:53 PM): School good/bad/lame cuz it's school?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:32:48 PM): ?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:33:39 PM): ....?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:33:46 PM): ?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:34:10 PM): I'm confused.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:34:19 PM): I'm confused
Sam (10/3/2008 5:34:22 PM): Bare with me, okay? I'm majorly ill.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:35:29 PM): Last night Ryan called me twice for help in Chemistry cuz I'm the only kid that really understands it. The second time he called I felt like shooting myself.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:35:48 PM): ..
Miles (10/3/2008 5:35:53 PM): ruserious
Miles (10/3/2008 5:35:57 PM): WORST EXCUSE EVER
Miles (10/3/2008 5:36:00 PM): /EPICFAIL
Sam (10/3/2008 5:36:06 PM): Illness?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:36:10 PM): RUSRS?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:37:23 PM): It's not an excuse, it's a horrible, horrible fact.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:40:04 PM): THANKS FOR CARING.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:41:30 PM): Pfft.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:41:35 PM): I have no sympathy towards excuses: o
Sam (10/3/2008 5:42:09 PM): I'm going to make Jenna hit you. I fricken CRIED because I had to miss school. Pathetic? NO! IT WAS JUSTIFIED!
Miles (10/3/2008 5:42:33 PM): Yes, pathetic.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:42:36 PM): Justifiably pathetic.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:45:27 PM): You know what's pathetic? Your life.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:45:35 PM): Or should I say lack there of.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:45:37 PM): Not really ?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:45:45 PM): rlly rlly
Miles (10/3/2008 5:45:52 PM): Ohreally?:
Sam (10/3/2008 5:46:02 PM): thats what i said
Miles (10/3/2008 5:46:14 PM): I think not really.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:46:36 PM): I think so.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:46:54 PM): You don't know me better than I know me
Sam (10/3/2008 5:47:14 PM): ....lolwut
Miles (10/3/2008 5:49:31 PM): ... how can you dispute that lol
Sam (10/3/2008 5:49:44 PM): I hate disputing QQ
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:01 PM): Good.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:04 PM): Cause you are wrong ^.^
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:10 PM): I know myself better than you know me.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:50:33 PM): OH, you had a major typo up there ^^^
Sam (10/3/2008 5:50:48 PM): ok, now I'm not confused
Sam (10/3/2008 5:50:54 PM): But I disagree.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:57 PM): What major typo lol
Sam (10/3/2008 5:51:26 PM): I know you better than anyone, you are just afraid to admit it.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:51:34 PM): You don't know me.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:51:49 PM): You sure?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:52:15 PM): You are a mere toy in my array of life.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:52:27 PM): Or is it the other way around, Miles?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:52:29 PM): You're existence has been short-lived, and now gone.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:52:52 PM): Unfortunately that isn't for you to say.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:53:02 PM): It isn't?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:53:22 PM): I can't control your existence, but I can control the existence you have in my mind and my thoughts.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:53:31 PM): I stand my ground.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:53:43 PM): Hm.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:53:45 PM): Okay.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:54:33 PM): My arguement was that I had never been there in the first place, but if we are discussing my place in your mind and heart than I can't disagree with you.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:55:15 PM): It was your dillusion that I had ever been there, I'm glad you know the truth.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:59:51 PM): But I know you better than you think, mon cheri.
Sam (10/3/2008 6:01:49 PM): adieu

He so lied about not thinking about me anymore. Miles isn't the type of person to hurt someone for no reason. If he really didn't think about me anymore, or care anymore, he wouldn't have told me, he would have blocked me or just ignored me. The funny thing is that I think he's trying to hurt me because I've hurt him in some way and he feels some silly need to get back at me. Why do I think this? Because I was going to say the EXACT same thing to him.
Miles and I are very different people in our opnions, but when it comes down to it we're very much the same. I didn't lie when I said I knew him better than he thinks because I do. I really am not sure what to do about him now, though. I'm contemplating just not talking to him until I turn 16... Unless he initiates conversation, I won't be rude. I don't think I like him anymore, but the more I think about it, the more it starts to make sense. He was a toy, I spoke to him for my own amusement and I believe very little else. Maybe at one point I liked him, but how serious was I? I mean, really, like I wanted to date someone who looks like they're twelve.
Anyways, I have to get going and groom groom groom. *headdesk*
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: I've Just Seen a Face--- Jim Sturgess
29 September 2008 @ 11:13 am
Yeah, I never keep up to date with this. I'm in Study Hall right now >.>

Yeah, kinda a rule breaker. I think it's funny that you can visit LJ on the school comps but not Myspace...

I guess they just don't know about LJ... Works for me.

So confusion is my my middle name and and love IS tough. IT'S NOT A LIE.
And it's stupid. I dunno if I like that jerk anymore or not... hmmm...

Ok, sorry to cut this short. But, seriously, I need, NEED to study some English. I have a test later and I don't really feel like failing... LOL
Current Location: Schlz
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: NONE
12 August 2006 @ 02:03 pm
There is, like, no one on right now...I am alone....scared...sad.....
SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh......anyways, my mom gave me blonde highlights last night. I think they look OK and decent...they are shocking bond and it looks wore like I'm a natural blonde with dark undertones....lol. Lucky me.
05 August 2006 @ 01:49 pm
hothobbits4me's LJ stalker is arti_chan13!
arti_chan13 is stalking you because you said something bad about them on your LJ. They are also deluded!

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Arti---I shoulda known...
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
04 July 2006 @ 10:31 pm

man----3 entries in one day-----poor me!
Current Location: at desk
Current Mood: bouncyBOUNCY
Current Music: none
04 July 2006 @ 10:10 pm
Spell your name without vowels:

Are you single?
-- YEP!

Single or not, do you like someone?
-- Unfortunately- yes.

What Color do you wear the most?
-- Blue---I wear Denim alot

Least favorite color?
-- *Thinks* Neon Green- coz I am an artist and I use lots of colors---'cept Neon Green lol!

Last song you heard?
-- Don Juan from The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack

Where do you wish you were?
-- At the movies with Arti, Amy, and Luke.....coz it is fun!

Are you happy with your life right now?
-- No- I wanna be happy but I am not---partly coz I am ALWAYS left out-----*sigh*

Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity and if so who?
-- *Thinks* Lana Lang from Smallville---though I am not Oriental

What was your favorite time in school?
-- Lunch---we had a LOT of funny convos

Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, and AE?
-- Nope, way to exspensive!

How do you make money?
-- By raising cute, fluffy bunnies and puppies.

Last person you talked on the phone with?
-- *thinks* Either Britt or Amy

When do/did you start Summer Break?:
-- I started SB on May 27th I think.....

Are you missing someone right now?
-- YES!

Two words to describe you:
-- tired and mad (current emotions)

Favorite pair of shoes:
--My Camouflage work boots----they are SO comfy----or my heals, coz they make me feel a little taller among meh giant friends!

Do you own big sunglasses?
--nope- only reg ones.

What would you rather be doing right now?
--Rather be at a dog show, eating ice cream or popcorn, or be at the movies----can't decide.

What do you think of the person who posted this before you?
--Brighty is SO cool! *huggles Brighty* and, just wondering what her RL name is from the consanants SF----is it Sofie? *wonders*
Current Location: @ comp(obviously)
Current Mood: angryangry
Current Music: none---wish i had some, tho
03 July 2006 @ 04:01 pm
Currently am in a poke war....with some New Yorker....very strange....

I have a 4H dog show-funmatchy thing this Saturday and am WAY nervous!!!!!

I have to show my puppy, so I am very worried.....

4th of July is Tomorrow!!!!! and we are having a EUROPEAN GUEST?!?!?!

Current Location: at my desk
Current Mood: crazycrazy!!!
28 June 2006 @ 11:15 pm

I wanna go to SLEEP! It has been, like, DAYS since I've had a good sleep---I'm thinking of writting a book.
But there are a few problems. Lemme list-
1. My muse is at work but I can't write my ideas down right...they always are turning out some strange way.
2. I have no place to write (I lose my muse at the comp).
3. I'M TIRED OF WORKING ON THE FLOOR!!!!!!!! I don't have a desk and I'm SICK of sitting on the floor! My bloody-neck hurts!

ok---I'm done for tonight....*yawn*

*falls asleep on keyboard*
Current Location: Fallen Asleep at Comp.
Current Mood: sleepy*yawns* u guessed it-