Okay, so I was bored and I IMed him... Seriously pissed me off when Jenna came on and IMed me, like, 2 minutes later. Yeahhhh..... Here follows a convo that's... just... *shrugs* well you read it and get your own opinion, and then I'll tell you something really funny, k?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:28:36 PM): Hey
Miles (10/3/2008 5:28:42 PM): Hey ^.^
Sam (10/3/2008 5:28:55 PM): Long time no chat.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:29:04 PM): Yes, it appears to be so.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:29:32 PM): Yes, unfortunately.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:29:53 PM): How have you been?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:30:04 PM): Been pretty goods.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:31:53 PM): School good/bad/lame cuz it's school?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:32:48 PM): ?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:33:39 PM): ....?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:33:46 PM): ?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:34:10 PM): I'm confused.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:34:19 PM): I'm confused
Sam (10/3/2008 5:34:22 PM): Bare with me, okay? I'm majorly ill.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:35:29 PM): Last night Ryan called me twice for help in Chemistry cuz I'm the only kid that really understands it. The second time he called I felt like shooting myself.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:35:48 PM): ..
Miles (10/3/2008 5:35:53 PM): ruserious
Miles (10/3/2008 5:35:57 PM): WORST EXCUSE EVER
Miles (10/3/2008 5:36:00 PM): /EPICFAIL
Sam (10/3/2008 5:36:06 PM): Illness?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:36:10 PM): RUSRS?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:37:23 PM): It's not an excuse, it's a horrible, horrible fact.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:40:04 PM): THANKS FOR CARING.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:41:30 PM): Pfft.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:41:35 PM): I have no sympathy towards excuses: o
Sam (10/3/2008 5:42:09 PM): I'm going to make Jenna hit you. I fricken CRIED because I had to miss school. Pathetic? NO! IT WAS JUSTIFIED!
Miles (10/3/2008 5:42:33 PM): Yes, pathetic.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:42:36 PM): Justifiably pathetic.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:45:27 PM): You know what's pathetic? Your life.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:45:35 PM): Or should I say lack there of.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:45:37 PM): Not really ?
Sam (10/3/2008 5:45:45 PM): rlly rlly
Miles (10/3/2008 5:45:52 PM): Ohreally?:
Sam (10/3/2008 5:46:02 PM): thats what i said
Miles (10/3/2008 5:46:14 PM): I think not really.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:46:36 PM): I think so.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:46:54 PM): You don't know me better than I know me
Sam (10/3/2008 5:47:14 PM): ....lolwut
Miles (10/3/2008 5:49:31 PM): ... how can you dispute that lol
Sam (10/3/2008 5:49:44 PM): I hate disputing QQ
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:01 PM): Good.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:04 PM): Cause you are wrong ^.^
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:10 PM): I know myself better than you know me.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:50:33 PM): OH, you had a major typo up there ^^^
Sam (10/3/2008 5:50:48 PM): ok, now I'm not confused
Sam (10/3/2008 5:50:54 PM): But I disagree.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:50:57 PM): What major typo lol
Sam (10/3/2008 5:51:26 PM): I know you better than anyone, you are just afraid to admit it.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:51:34 PM): You don't know me.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:51:49 PM): You sure?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:52:15 PM): You are a mere toy in my array of life.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:52:27 PM): Or is it the other way around, Miles?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:52:29 PM): You're existence has been short-lived, and now gone.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:52:52 PM): Unfortunately that isn't for you to say.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:53:02 PM): It isn't?
Miles (10/3/2008 5:53:22 PM): I can't control your existence, but I can control the existence you have in my mind and my thoughts.
Miles (10/3/2008 5:53:31 PM): I stand my ground.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:53:43 PM): Hm.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:53:45 PM): Okay.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:54:33 PM): My arguement was that I had never been there in the first place, but if we are discussing my place in your mind and heart than I can't disagree with you.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:55:15 PM): It was your dillusion that I had ever been there, I'm glad you know the truth.
Sam (10/3/2008 5:59:51 PM): But I know you better than you think, mon cheri.
Sam (10/3/2008 6:01:49 PM): adieu
He so lied about not thinking about me anymore. Miles isn't the type of person to hurt someone for no reason. If he really didn't think about me anymore, or care anymore, he wouldn't have told me, he would have blocked me or just ignored me. The funny thing is that I think he's trying to hurt me because I've hurt him in some way and he feels some silly need to get back at me. Why do I think this? Because I was going to say the EXACT same thing to him.
Miles and I are very different people in our opnions, but when it comes down to it we're very much the same. I didn't lie when I said I knew him better than he thinks because I do. I really am not sure what to do about him now, though. I'm contemplating just not talking to him until I turn 16... Unless he initiates conversation, I won't be rude. I don't think I like him anymore, but the more I think about it, the more it starts to make sense. He was a toy, I spoke to him for my own amusement and I believe very little else. Maybe at one point I liked him, but how serious was I? I mean, really, like I wanted to date someone who looks like they're twelve.
Anyways, I have to get going and groom groom groom. *headdesk*
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